Animus
She's been wounded too often to succumb to the pretext of goodwill, which makes her come off as isolated, hardened, rigid and incapable of love and giving. She knows she's not the person people see her as, but it's easier to adhere to their stereotype, for people don't bother with what they believe they already know, and she is safe from further wounds this way. She has built a wall around it, but she's open to the idea of letting it down, just very cautiously this time. While starry-eyed lovers see the moon as perfect, heartbroken souls see its loneliness and craters (flaws). She's the moon for what it really is, a reflection of the sun. She wonders if she'll ever shine as bright as the moon, depending on if the right sun for her comes along.
2017